Well... Haha as you can tell my blogging consistency is pretty sad. :) Guys this past year has been pretty rough. I have had a hard time "findng" what I want to do with my life. I felt so disatisfied with life in Rexburg so I decided I needed a change and moved to Spokane. It was an interesting transition. It took me several months to find a job and then once I found a job I barley found a place to live my sister and brother-in-law moved. Im not going to lie it was hard to see them move. Now the closest family I have is 8 Hrs away.
Life in Spokane really has been pretty good. I have a good group of friends. I am trying lots of new and fun things. Yet I seem to have hit a wall again of feeling like I have no direction in my life. I have a hard time commiting to anything and my first thought is to run away from the situation. As I talked to my friend she suggested that I talk to the relief society president. SO I did, she is a psychology therapist. As I talked to her and explained all my feelings and struggles she said she would diagnose my with minor depression and anxiety but before she says that officially she wants me to see a doctor to rule out any physical reasons first.
Whatever this is, I feel like it is a big road block in my life. In some ways I feel that it has gotten worse. I hate this feeling. I hate feeling down even though I know there is no reason to and even though I have no desire to feel this way. I can't seem to shake it some days. I hope that going to the doctor and talking to Sister Holbrook will help me find a way to make these feelings more manageable.
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